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All The Time
02:52
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Love of light
Like i'm inside out
And at some point
I will unfold
To feel alright
Is that what you want all the time?
To be in my life
Is that what you want all the time?
Come outside
I wanna die
I've lost my words
And I think that would help
Spent my day thinking
In the back of my room
The more that I think
The more I feel like it's a tomb
Keep noticing
The little things
Like how weak I am
In comparison.
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Old Me
02:16
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You said that I'm not me
But someday I will be
I think about it too much
If that's what you mean?
And I've lived my life this way I don't know why
I still believe there's something I'm missing
A simple conversation brought it all back
The feeling never left me of more panic attacks
Do you think I'll ever be?
Do you see courage in me?
Intangible longing and masculinity?
A sense of distaste and something I lack
A sense of loss of something I never had
And all these words, they don't quite explain
How I don't want to live ashamed
A simple conversation brought it all back
The feeling never left me of more panic attacks
Do you think I'll ever be?
Do you see courage in me?
Or years of self hatred and femininity?
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3. |
Need
03:02
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Deliverance from pain
The ache in my rib cage
I'm wandering around
I'm ready to leave
So close the door
Swept up in the clean
I am barely a want
And never a need
So please take my hand
I'm coughing up blood
And it'd be nice to hear your voice for once
Should I get in my car?
Would you do the same?
Can't help but feel that I am always in the way
This house is nausea
And I'm nothing but sick
Got six months to go
And you've got six months to live
So please take my hand
I'm coughing up blood
And it'd be nice to hear your voice for once
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4. |
Life Until Now
02:55
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Trouble waking up
Trouble falling asleep
I think I've cried a little too much
More than I need
Do you think it's the medication that's making me feel weird?
Do you believe the same as me, that I'm not really here?
I've been selfish
With you lying in that hospital bed
And anything I try to amend
Is just worsening
So I've started sleeping again
But nothing stops the whirring in my head
Even the knowledge that cancer runs in my family
Doesn't seem to change me
And here I am still thinking of myself
As still a disappointment
Still a disappointment
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5. |
Old Ghost
01:44
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Heart attack on my birthday
And lying there I have an hour to escape
So light a match to my body weight
I am hate
But you are nothing to rely on
And this old ghost
Give me honesty
It's not difficult
To be honest with me
Raised by love
And hung by rope
Raised by love
And hung by rope
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